Speaking One’s Truth

Hello fellow global citizens,

Have you ever been in the situation when something is bothering you and you have been waiting for the “right and perfect time” to speak your truth?  You decide “this is the day I will say such and such to so and so” and then anxiety sets in. You tell yourself stories like “if I say that, s/he/ will be hurt” or “if I say that, s/he will be angry” or the biggest one “if I speak my truth, s/he/ will reject me and I will be all alone. And so we sit and experience anxiety as we wait for the moment when we can call on the soul quality of valour to push us ahead into the journey of standing in our power, owning our truth and risking what our minds tells us, may be the worst.......abandonment!

Today, I find myself in that exact situation with this writing. I have wanted to speak my truth about what I have experienced and what I intrinsically have known for quite some time now. My fear of being rejected by the global citizen’s family has been quite high until today. I have been doing inner work releasing my own fears of being judged as crazy, having everyone stop participating in this great global change that we are creating, and basically, being left all alone. When I sat at my computer to write, I had no idea that NOW was the moment!

I have clear and distinct memories of being abducted as a child by what I call the “negative ET”S” (Zeta Reticulli, Draconian and Reptilians). I also have clear and distinct memories of being visited by “positive ET’S” (the golden ones, great white brotherhood, council of 12, Pleaidians, and Sirians) who came to teach me and to help me remember why I was on this planet.

We are in a stellar activation cycle in which the portals/star gates/grids are being activated through the planet.  This not only affects humanity but also our cosmic families! We, as a species and the planet itself are very valuable commodities. We were originally designed to be guardians of the entire templar complex and we had the knowledge and skills to do so. We were highly esteemed beings throughout our space/time matrix. Many millions of years ago, we were manipulated and tampered with, by the “negative ET’S” or what some call the “intruder races.” We are still being tampered with now. Our memories were blocked and so most of us do NOT remember as of yet. (I am sharing the most basic of information here….to learn more go to www.azuritepress.com or read “Voyageurs, The Sleeping Abductees” by Ashayana Deane.)

The “positive ET’s” or what some call “the guardian alliance” from the (inter-dimensional association of free worlds) has been preparing me to be a “global messenger” for a very long time now. I have had a deep fear of being put in jail or simply disappearing and this is why I kept telling myself “just wait a bit longer until you open your mouth!”

We are part of two agendas. …..one world order (directed by the negative ET groups and the interior government) OR ascension (positive ET’s who support us awakening to our true nature.)

When we sit on Sunday mornings and we align our thoughts and feelings with each other, we create a most powerful web of consciousness/energy that supports us in remembering not only our true nature, but also why we are here. This positive, creative energy is helping each of us to enter into or to complete our “soul integration.” Soul merging is not necessarily “fun” as it surfaces all our negative programming and can make us feel anxious or fearful for no apparent reason. We are now in process of retrieving our memories. If you are reading this, it is highly likely that not only have you been tampered with (their favourite thing is mind control technology to keep us sleeping or forgetting who we are) but also you have had contact by the Guardian Alliance.

I ask you this Sunday, to tune into your energetic heart and simply ask “does this ET stuff have anything to do with me???” Since like attracts like, I suspect it does!

See you on Sunday morning. This is one of my favourite times of the week. Last week the energy of our group connection was very powerful. This week, it will be even more so.

Thanks for doing the one thing you can do to make a positive difference for humanity and the earth! We are one and we are as separated as one drop of water is to another in an ocean.

marilyn